there are three possibilities that are going on right now.
i am either:
1) slowly going crazy
2) dying
3) somehow becoming a bigger person

i want to disappear.
to not let anyone know where i'm going.
the one's i would let know, would be sworn to secrecy, and would not tell anyone.
and then i would disappear.
not that i want to escape, i just want a new perspective, i want to be a better person, whatever the hell that means or looks like.
i would return when i was ready to, when i was satisfied with the change.