some people understand what they're getting into before they make the commitment.
my life seems to be a different story.
things don't really hit me until i'm right smack in the middle of it.
of course,
my realization of my current situation isn't always a bad thing.
take my relationship with this wonderful girl, who everyday i thank God for, because she's truly a gift from God.

i don't think my relationship with this girl has hit me to the fullest extent,
it hits me in spurts. everytime i see her, i feel it.
everytime i stare into her eyes, i feel it.

it's turned my world upside down.
i'm in a state of disequilibrium.
but even through this state, i feel the world is at peace. i feel content.

so who knows where this relationship will go.
i keep reminding myself to take it one day at a time, not to rush it.
and not to ever take her for granted,
for she's truly a gift that i definetly do not deserve.

currently listening to: sigur ros - ( )