i make choices every day
i make the choice to wake up in the morning
i make the choice to shower
i make the choice to go to class.
These are some pretty important choices.
(i'm not being sarcastic either)
They're absolutely vital to my existence.
i make the choice to eat
i make the choice to be friendly

so what is it about certain choices that make life so difficult?
what about the choice i made to love someone,
knowing that there would be repercussions if that person wasn't ready to make that same choice.
i guess i never really thought about how difficult the consequences would be to live out.
feelings come and go,
getting over the choice of choosing to love someone, is much harder

but who am i kidding?
maybe all i'm feeling is jealousy
or maybe somehow, my mind has subliminally been playing dashboard confessional in my head.
in that case, i'm really quite fine
and all i really am is a 14 year old girl who's in love with chris carrabea.
i hope it's that simple.

so for the time being,
i'm just going to stick with the choices that are thoughtless
the choices that i've been accustomed to for so long.
it's much easier that way.
it's a lot less confusing as well.

currently listening to:
U2 - Actung Baby