i've been sitting here for what seems like days.
this past week, i've just felt this overarching sense that i've finally become "obsolete."
my life revolves around small circles... but it seems as though these circles, for the most part have illuded me.
i'm not depressed. i'm not cynical, i'm not jaded. a little sad... but for the most part i'm content. not ecstatic, maybe a little neurotic... not outwardly... just a little inwardly.

it's a strange feeling.
feeling useless, but still feeling at peace, and still having hope.

for years i've always felt like i needed to grow up.
today i'm starting to think i've somehow gotten too old.

currently listening to: azure ray - burn and shiver