today i am lamenting over lost friendships and changes
Oh cruel irony how i hate you for your spiting me
down with those who belive us to qualify for mediocrity
and those who believe us to fall only into memory

i've never wanted a soul mate before
such a rediculous idealistic cliche
Yet today, to be safely in love would be a comfort

And comfort, how long has it been since i have known you?
To have rest from weariness is something i have forgotten
nothing is good today
only God