mo, you really don't talk about movies as much as you think you do. And for heaven's sake people need superficial interests. Sometimes its those interests that ironically challenge us to think about deeper things. Don't negate a hobby just becuase it doesn't solve the universe's, world's or even your problems. I have had few meaningless or boring conversations with you, even those involving movies. They are a part of a dream God has given you to make something that could be superficial into a life changing conversation piece. That is admirable. Besides it sounds like you are just frustrated with the journey you're taking to get to who you are. Struggle is good. Its giving in and having no struggle that causes us to be useless, lifeless and shallow. You are far from these things my friend and I love you for it.