my mind feels fine
my mind feels, fine
they would have me believe that it is stress that coaxes these behavioural patterns from my subconscious.
i wish they were nightmares instead because those have ends and places to wake up to
when do i wake up?
and when i do, will my mother have her hair? will my father's occupation be bringing in more money than we can justify spending? will my sister be sane and out of love? will i be a well adjusted and effective member of my community?
just remember
no one is like you. you... you are special
take it to heart. repeat to yourself daily when feeling lost or out of touch.
i'm sure things will be turning themselves around and not upside down soon. i am sure of it

i lead such a fullfilling human existance.